I was happy before I met John and when he died I went on without him. When I cried, no one ever knew it and when I was missing him, I never said anything to anyone. See, I just knew I would die before him and that he would be the one to find someone else to love him after I was gone. But, when he died first, it opened the door for me to be the one to find someone else to love. I never said anything to anyone, but then last September shared this with a friend and before I realized it, was feeling much better and out dating again. I believe she did some kind of covert hypnosis on me, but at any rate, I’m out dating again.
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